Addiction doesn’t always look like rock bottom. Sometimes, it looks like showing up to work with a hangover. Or popping a pill in the parking lot just to get through the day. It can look like staying late to “focus,” when really you’re trying to hide that you’re not okay.
If that hits close to home, you’re not alone, and you’re not beyond help. Addiction in the workplace is more common than most people realize. It cuts across industries, job titles, and income levels. And if you’re trying to manage your addiction while holding onto your job, this post is for you.
It’s estimated that more than 70% of people who struggle with substance use are employed. That means millions of people are working while battling addiction, some silently suffering, others just barely hanging on. And some, maybe like you, are still functioning “well enough” on the outside, but falling apart internally.
Maybe no one knows yet. Or maybe they’ve started to notice the missed deadlines or the sudden sick days. Either way, this is more common than it looks. People don’t talk about it because of shame, but that silence only makes it worse.
Addiction is not a moral failure. It’s a condition that affects the brain, behavior, and emotions, and it’s treatable. The fear of judgment keeps many from reaching out. But struggling with addiction doesn’t mean you’re incapable, lazy, or broken. It just means you're human, and you're hurting.
It can sneak up slowly. One day you’re on top of things, and the next you’re making excuses you never thought you’d make. Some red flags to watch for:
You don’t have to hit a dramatic bottom to know it’s time for change. Sometimes it’s just that quiet voice saying, I can’t keep doing this.
Before you talk to anyone else, take a moment and get honest with yourself. Are you using more than you intended? Have you tried to stop, but couldn’t? Are you afraid of losing your job, or losing yourself?
Write it down. Talk to a friend. The clarity doesn’t come all at once, but it starts with acknowledging there’s a problem.
One of the biggest fears people have is: Will I lose my job if I ask for help?
Here’s the truth:
Think carefully about who to speak with. HR is usually the first stop, but if your company is small or lacks formal HR, a trusted supervisor may be the better route. When you’re ready, say something like:
“I’m struggling with a health issue and need to seek treatment. I’m committed to my role and want to do what’s necessary to recover and return to work fully. Can we talk about options for medical leave or accommodations?”
You don’t have to give every detail. You just need to be clear that you’re taking responsibility and want support.
If your company offers an Employee Assistance Program (EAP), start there. It’s confidential and can connect you to therapy, outpatient programs, or rehab. If not, consider reaching out directly to a treatment center or recovery resource (like Step One).
You don’t have to figure it all out today. But doing something—making a call, sending an email, asking a question—is a start.
If you qualify under FMLA, you may be able to take time off to attend treatment without risking your job. Talk to your doctor or treatment provider about the paperwork—they’ve done this before and can help make it easier.
Not ready for full inpatient treatment? Intensive Outpatient Programs (IOP) let you keep working part-time or during off-hours while still getting structured support. It’s not all-or-nothing.
Keep emails, notes from HR, and any leave approvals in writing. Most employers are supportive, but it’s better to have documentation if anything changes or if you need to advocate for yourself later.
Every workplace is different. Some are zero-tolerance, others are more progressive. Either way, know the policy before you act impulsively. Knowledge is power—and protection.
Coming back after treatment can feel awkward. Will people know? Will they ask questions? Will they trust you?
Some companies offer formal return-to-work agreements. Others are more informal. Either way, be prepared to show your commitment without over-explaining. You don’t owe everyone your life story.
“I took time off to address some health issues, and I’m back, focused, and ready to work. Thanks for your support.”
Short. Professional. Done.
Work can be full of triggers: stress, deadlines, office happy hours, coworkers who still use. A few strategies:
You don’t have to be perfect. You just have to stay honest—and keep showing up for yourself.
If you’re reading this and your chest feels tight, or your stomach is sinking… You probably already know it’s time. And that’s okay. There’s nothing weak about asking for help. In fact, it might be the bravest thing you’ll ever do.
You can recover and keep your job. Or, if you lose this job, you can find another one. But your life? Your health? Your peace of mind? Those are harder to replace.
You are not alone. You are not beyond repair. And you don’t have to keep carrying this by yourself.
I didn’t plan to become an alcoholic, and still showing up to work every day. But that’s exactly what happened.
At one point, I was managing responsibilities during the day and drinking at night, telling myself it wasn’t that bad because I was still getting paid and still delivering results. But deep down, I knew I was slipping. I was exhausted, disconnected, and constantly afraid of being found out.
Eventually, things got worse. The cracks started to show. I was making excuses and lying to people I cared about. I knew I needed help, but the fear of losing my job, my family, that security, that structure, kept me stuck for a long time.
What changed? I was forced to get honest. I opened up about my problem, what was going on, and what I needed to do to get better. It wasn’t met with judgment, scrutiny, or termination. By no means was it easy, but I got through it. I sobered up, accepted the new terms needed to rebuild trust got on with it.
I still had to do the work. I still had to face the guilt, the fear, and the internal voice that told me I didn’t deserve to recover. But I kept showing up. And I stayed sober.
That job helped save my life, not because of what the work was, but because it gave me a reason to try again. If you’re in the same place, I promise you this: help exists. And you might be surprised who’s willing to offer it if you just say the words.
At Step One Recovery Resources, we help people in Colorado find addiction treatment that fits their life, including those who are still working. Whether you’re looking for outpatient programs, detox, therapy, or just someone to talk to, we can guide you.
Reach out today. It’s confidential, judgment-free, and 100% focused on helping you move forward.
Visit steponerecovery.org to get started.
